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24th March, 2006. 10:10 pm. What does your birth month say about you?

One of the beautiful people. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Always has to be right. Loves relaxing, but also very driven. you get what you want ALWAYS. lucky. Weird and offbeat. Best taste is music and movies. Likes to see and be seen. Very creative and thinks differently. Loves to be center of attention. Social and has lots of friends. Rebel. Vengeful and crazy if someones on your bad side. Coffee addicts. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themself and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become oneof your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional, temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but NEVER forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. always wants to make people laugh. tends to love people in a far distance. wants a new love in her area. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude.likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. ystubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month . ( prefibly someone who has a march birthday. look out !! )
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, BUT DEFINITELY THE HOTTEST AND SEXIEST OF THEM ALL. (i liked that one) haha repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming up sometime this month.
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.
A hott new guy/girl will catch your eye & you will catch theirs too in the next 6 days, if you repost in 5min

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22nd January, 2006. 4:19 pm.

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.

You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.

Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.

You connect best with: Earth

Avoid: Fire

You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

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13th April, 2005. 9:50 pm. Bordom, yet again.

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Current mood: frustrated.

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6th April, 2005. 11:32 pm. Confused

I'm so damn confused right now, I don't know what to do or what I want any more. I told Jessica that I wanted to be with her and I do I also told her I would give her a second chance, but at the same time I don't want to be with her and I don't know why... I honestly don't. I care about her and everything but I just don't think I should be with anyone right now until I figure out exactly what it is that I want. I don't know how to tell her, because I don't want to hurt her and I really don't want to lose her friendship, but I fear that I have to tell her something before this goes too far again. I just really don't know what to do, I don't want to be with her, but I care about her and I do want to be with her. I think I just need to be single again for a while until I figure out what I want... because being this damn confused is just driving me fucking crazy and I honestly don't need it right now. I just think that there is so much out there that I haven't experienced and everything, it's not that she's holding me back but in the same sense the relationship is. Yesterday at school one of the girls there started kissing on me and... I pushed her away, I didn't want to but I did because I am in a relationship and I was afraid of the repercussions of my actions. For once I would like to go out and be able to do absolutely anything with out fear of the repercussions of my own actions from someone I'm "involved with". On top of all of this I've been working so damn much that I just don't have time for a relationship and I'm about to start another job next week doing security again.
Jessie, I know your probably reading this. All I can say is I'm sorry, I couldn't verbalize this to you; I've never been much of a talker about my feelings and all that stuff. Either that or I couldn't stand to sit across from you and see that I've hurt you once again. It made me feel like shit the first time and to know that it's probably going to hurt you again is making me feel even worse. But truth be told I think it'd be better if I was and stayed single for a while, I'm not sure how long but a while. I need to find out who I truly am, before I can make any sort of commitment. I'm truly sorry.

Current mood: confused.

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13th October, 2004. 1:05 am. quote of the day (was thinking about someone and this came to mind thought it sounded. well like me)

"If I could come back as anything it would be one of your tears. What more could I want than to be concieved in your heart burn in your eyes live on your cheek and die on your lips?"

Current mood: lonely.

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4th October, 2004. 1:51 pm. A long time love, felt again

I know it's been quite some time since I actually put a real entry in here, but I just figured I would write in here because I've had a pretty life altering expierence this last copple of days. The one woman that I love more than life itself has finally come back into my life, I've missed her so damn much and I know the only reason that she didn't come back to me earlier is because... well it's because I was being an ass hole. I'm so damn pissed off for acting the way I did towards her. She has been and always will be my only true love.
Even though there is still a problem, she's with someone else right now and even though it's driving me absolutly fucking insane I'm going to deal with it and wait for her like I didn't do before. I couldn't see my life being with out her then and I damn sure can't see my life with out her now. Hell all I did when I wasn't with her was think about her, even when we weren't together I thought about her every day, every minute, and every second. It was tearing me apart inside my heart and inside my mind. I know she still loves me just as much as she had in the past, because if she didn't then I don't think she would have been here last night or for that matter I don't think she would have wanted me to sleep next to her either.
She said that she truly wants to be with the guy that she's with right now, I know that and I respect that. I told her I was going to wait for her and I didn't care how long it would take because I didn't care, I know we are ment to be together and I know she does too.

I just have to put this in here, because if it wasn't for a few people I wouldn't have realized exactly how much it is that I still love her. So to Bob-o, My little sis. Lena, and to my mother I thank you all from the bottom of my now once again whole heart. I love you guys for what you have done for me and you honestly have no idea as to how happy you have made me once again, I feel like a whole person and it's all because of you three and I know I'll never be able to thank you enough. I just hope you guys really realize how much what you've done means to me.

Current mood: ecstatic.

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7th September, 2003. 11:46 pm. Stressed to kill

have you ever been in the position to where you know your going to get something you can't afford to keep? but your going to get it any way unless you do something to interviene, and you don't want to do that but you really have no choice but to do that one thing. Even though doing that one thing is going to change the way you look at this certin thing for the rest of your life and those who have this certin thing, and you can't do anything about it but sit there and look at what you could have had and cry. I don't want to do it but I don't know what else to do... someone please help me...

Current mood: scared.

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10th August, 2003. 6:56 pm. WTF

Doesn't anyone comment in these things any more?????

Current mood: annoyed.

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24th July, 2003. 12:22 am.

I can't believe what I was just told about an hour ago. A copple of days ago I was going to be a father and... now I am not.... I don't know what to do, I feel like dieing. The worst part about it is I don't even know if Ashley and I are still together, I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again... I know I wasn't ready for a baby, but I know I would have made a great father. I don't know anymore I just want to die, will someone please kill me now. I don't want to keep on living knowing I have pretty much nothing to live for.... Why do shitty things have to happen to such good people.




Current mood: depressed.

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22nd July, 2003. 10:07 pm.

I think I might be in for a major fucking reality check if what I am hoping isn't true comes to be true.

Current mood: scared.

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